2010

Well, I certainly don't think the world will end in 2 years, as is being popularized. Come to think of it, is there a 6 month period where the world won't end or everyone is going to get deathly ill. From Mad Cow, Bird Flu, Anthrax, Y2K, and now Swine Flu.

At this moment I just turned 37. Age seems to be a bummer for most friends I grew up with. I admit, there is NO upside to getting older, nonetheless it's a situation no one controls. For a while I was jealous and missed being 19 that in a blink of an eye doubled. Then I realized I never really got past that age in my own head. It's a fair argument if that's good or not. I could give 2 monkeys to being bogged down in debt and what I was told I needed to be. It really is at this point that you realize you've been handed a bunch of bullshit about what one needs to achieve to attain certain stations in life. I suppose it's good for the economy, but even that is fake.

I love someone I'd trust my life with, have a load of music to listen to, a desire to create my own, a warm bed and a few scant bucks in my pocket. opposed to other regions in the world, even being moderately poor is the lap of luxury.

I may be negative by nature, but in the end I'm happy and if I die tomorrow: no gain, no loss.
it's all been a good bit of fun.